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| Summer's over
I'm going back to school tomorrow.. I totally dont want summer to end.
My heart just doesnt feel right. Over this past summer me and my current boyfriend
have been chilling at his like besfriends house almost everyday. And at first i kinda hated
the guy but only in a fooling around way. And ended up falling for him. I can tell that he kinda has a
thing for me too but i dont want to get too confident. He flirts with me and i do the same thing. He knows
that it cant go any furder because im going out with his bestfriend. My feelings for my bf are slowly fading away.
I didnt want this to happen. but it just did. And thats life. The worst thing is that breaking up with him is the hardest.
The first try was horrible. He cries and gets violent and it scares me to death. He loves me so much but i dont think
i can give it all back to him. He deserves way better than me. Im still young and now i feel like im trapped. I dont want to hurt him but I cant stop thinking about the other guy. Im torn.
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| Where did we lose our way? ♥ ♥ ♥
What does the 3rd text message in your inbox say?
why should i tell
Are you someone's best friend?
i hope. but doubt it.
How long until your next birthday?
long.
Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you, but spelled differently?
i dont have a middle name
What color is your shirt?
white.
Do you hate being alone?
sometimes
What's your favorite season of the year?
summer.
Do you miss anyone?
of course.
Are you wearing jeans right now?
nope
Day been rough?
just started
Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you?
lately yah
Ever kissed anyone in your top?
my top??
Have you kissed someone in 09 that you care about?
of course i only kiss peole i care about.
Do you ignore people when you're mad/upset with them?
haha yea silent treatment
Are you gonna get high later?
haha the sad thing is... yes
Who was the last person you took a picture with?
dont remember.
Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
well duh
Who do you hate more than anyone?
like im gonna say that
How's your life lately?
confusing.
What was the last movie you watched?
he time's travelers wife. AMAZiiNG.
Does the last person you held hands with mean a lot to you?
yes a lot.
Have you ever given up on someone but then went back to them?
no.
Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
well it was like yesterday to my bf
When was the last time you cried really hard?
two days ago.
Has a boyfriend/girlfriend ever put drugs or their friends before you?
huhh??
Explain what triggered your last kiss :
just happend becoz were together
What do you want for your birthday?
love
When's the last time you said you were okay, but really weren't?
happens once in a while
When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
not a long time ago
Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
of course im not perfect.
Do you consider yourself lucky?
yeahh i do
Have you ever been awake for 2 days straight?
nope i NEED sleep
Are you mad at someone right now?
nahh.
Are you happy?
maybe?
Do you miss anyone?
you asked this one already
Do you believe ex's can be friends?
depends on the situaton but usualy yea
Is anything bothering you?
kinda?
Who's bed did you last fall asleep in other than your own?
my friends
What are you craving at the moment?
not really hungry
What do you hear?
cat power - the greatest. AMAZiiNG haha
Have a best friend?
you already asked!
Are you in a good mood right now?
just started my day
Do you want kids?
of course
Is there someone who has made a difference in your life?
my little friend music :)
Have you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work?
ew no
Have you ever had a crush on a teacher?
thought a teacher was hot but not like a crush
Why aren't you dating the last person you texted?
she's a girl
Would you rather be blind or deaf?
so hard but probably blind. cant live without music
What do you do as soon as you walk in the house?
look whats in the fridge haha
Do you like horror or comedy?
comedy
Where do you want to live when you are old?
home.
What did you dream last night?
i can't remember. i probably didnt even dream
Are you named after anyone?
no.
Have you ever caught a fish?
nop
What color are your eyes?
brown
Do you hate being alone?
....already asked that jeez
Have you ever been out past curfew?
i don't have a curfew
Is there a girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
yeah but not everything
Are you enemies with a former friend?
yee a lot
Do you still talk to the person you were dating 8 months ago?
i don't think i was dating anyone 8 months ago
How did you and your number 1 become friends?
-
Where is your ex?
i don't know.
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
my boyfriend
If your best friend was kicked out, would your parents let him/her live with you?
i guesss.
Do you miss school?
hells no
Do you know anyone with weird hair colors?
yeah
Have you ever had a dream about MySpace?
no dont even have myspace
Don't you just hate running into people you know?
not really. depends who it is i guess.
What could you not go without during the day?
food?
What does the last text you received say?
dont wanna check
Do you think you've ruined your chances with someone?
yeahh.
Do you think making out is slutty?
depends on the situation but no
Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
nooo not a all
What are you planning on doing after this?
eating
Do you still talk to the person you last kissed?
hes my boyfriend
Do you listen to your friends when they tell you a boy or girl is bad for you?
yeah
Have you ever liked someone that was in a relationship?
hahaha yeah thats my kind
If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
yesss
Do you believe that everyone has a soul mate?
yes i do.
Something weird about you and your #1?
-
When is the next time you'll see the third person on your top?
-
Do you think you've changed over the past year?
i hate to admit it but yes a lot
Have you ever slept in the same bed as your friends?
duhh.
Do you always answer your phone?
most of the time.
Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
plenty
Last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
my boy
How are you feeling right now?
okaye..
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Everything was so simple when it was just you and me .. ♥
Do you think axe smells good on guys?
when its not too much yeaa
Who's bed were you in last, besides your own?
humm one of my girlfriends
How did you and your number 1 become friends?
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What do you really think of Starbucks Coffee?
i like the iced frapp... stuff.. haha yeaa its goood
Do you go tanning?
outside or on the tanning bed? well both
How did you and your number 2 become friends?
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What are you doing right now?
This survey.
Are you someone's best friend?
not anymore no..
Do you have a dog?
nopp
Do you drink water?
rarely
Where do you plan on living when you grow up?
states? i dunno yet
Ever liked someone that you didn't think you stood a chance with?
yeea
Is someone on your mind right now?
my baby
Did you hug or kiss anyone today?
not yet
Name three feelings you're feeling right now:
tired, hurting, lazy
And the reasons for these feelings?
because.. i am tired hurting and lazy
How's your hair styled right now?
its a big fat mess
Are you currently talking to/texting/instant messaging anyone?
nop
What's your favorite song to listen to on repeat?
hum.. cant think of one right now
What's your favorite song to listen to when you're just angry at the world?
anything rap.
Do you like eggnog?
no
Do you feel that your previous relationships were a waste of time?
never
What's one thing you'll never be seen without?
makeup?
Do you have an accent?
dont think so
Would you ever wear Converse to a prom/formal dance?
hell no
Have you ever been looking for something and it was already in your hand?
yeaah
Are you a simple or complicated person?
Simple and complicated at the same time
Is there anything about you that not many people know?
suree
Does it bother you when people spell/type incorrectly on purpose?
not really..
What's one thing you'd like to accomplish in your lifetime?
find the love of my life
Do you prefer hot chocolate with or without marshmallows?
Without.
Last awkward moment?
I don't really remember
Were you mad about the way you woke up this morning?
yeah
What was the last thing you laughed at?
last night at a friends house
When was the last time you had a REAL smile on your face?
last night
Do you like getting big hugs?
who doesnt
Did anything upset you today?
kinda..
What's your biggest concern right now?
school
Do you like silver or gold jewelry better?
gold
What do you hate?
fake ass people
Have you ever been to a friend's house and starved the whole time?
yeaaah! lool
Do you use bandaids with cartoon characters on them?
yesss hello kitty rules
If your significant other cheated on you, would you take them back?
yeah
Do you dream about people that don't know you exist?
yeah
Are you constantly flirting?
maybe.
Twinkies VS Nutter Butters?
wtf
How are you doing?
okay i guess
If someone wanted to ask you out, what would be a cool way to do it?
directly
What were you doing at midnight last night?
chilling
Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
Neverrr
Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket?
No dont drive
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| I wont let anyone hurt you. ♥
1.Name:
jay-peace
2. Do you ever get scared when you have to cross a busy highway?
yeah sometimes
3. Would you be able to live with your best friend?
yeah.. im doing that right now.
4. What college do you want to go to?
i dunno.. dont want to think about it honestly
5. Have you ever tripped and spilled your drink all over the place?
yeahh.. im so fuckin clumsy
6. Does the thought of casual sex with several different people gross you out?
no but im not that kind of girl.
7. Which state (other than your own) did you visit last?
florida
8. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
darker
9. How many people do you talk to regularly on AIM?
i dont use aim
10. How long does it take you to get ready?
1hour
11. When's the last time you got drunk?
i never got reeally drunk.. but i did drink in the summer
12. What kind of pet would you get?
monkey? yeahhh
13. Does your Mom yell a lot?
noo.. shes not around
14. Do you like to go shopping with friends or by yourself?
friends
15. What clothing style do you prefer on the opposite sex?
i dont give a shit.
16. When you're at the beach/pool, do you go swimming or lay out?
lay out
17. What do you want your boyfriend to give you for your birthday?
no boyfriend. :(
18. Do you think animals are equal to humans?
no.. lol not to be mean
19. Are you more worried about marriage or a career?
career.
20. Have any of your best friends ever backstabbed you?
haha yeah plenty of times
21. What's the worst trouble you've ever gotten in at school?
got suspended
22. Do your siblings call you names?
sure
23. What color do you wear the most?
black
24. Are you allowed to wear flip flops at your school?
yes.
25. Would you rather watch a romantic movie or a really gory one?
romantic..!
26. If you had to live off one type of fruit, which would you pick?
strawberries
27. Do you cry at commercials?
wtf.. seriously.
28. What about movies?
rarely.
29. If you were to look like an actress for a day, who would you pick?
lindsay lohan.. but shes not really an actress soo angelina jolie for suree
30. Do you get depressed if you don't get any friends requests on MySpace for a few days?
noo
31. If you dye your hair, how often do you do it?
i dont.
32. Did you get an Easter basket this year?
no
33. Are you arachnaphobic (fear of spiders)?
no
34. If your boyfriend/husband ever hit you, would you dump him?
maybe.
35. What is the latest you've ever woken up?
3
36. Do you ever dance like the girl in rap music videos?
yeah .. when im jokin around or high
37. Are you cold?
yeah
38. If you had a tiny scar on your face, would you get it removed or just keep it?
keep it.
39. Do you have to take the bus home from school?
yea
40. Do you watch Maury?
haha yeahh, i live for dna tests
41. Do you think the people that go on it are white trash?
yeahh, and i love it
42. Would you rather go to a tropical island or a European country?
tropical island
43. If you drive, how fast do you go on highways?
dont drive
44. What are some of your nervous habits?
bitting my nails
45. Do you have any German or Hungarian blood in you?
no
46. If you had to move in with a friend, which one would you pick?
i d k
47. Do you trust him/her not to steal your stuff?
no
48. Do you think everyone living in a trailer is white trash?
no.
49. Is it really hard to get you to cry or do you tear up easily?
i tear up easily.
50. How many true meals do you eat a day?
two
52. Does the thought of being alone in the woods at night creep you out?
yeaaa
53. Do you think white people who rap are just kidding themselves?
noo.. eminem rules
54. What color is your font on AIM/other instant messenging service?
i dont have aim
55. Do you like hot sunny days or cold cloudy days better?
hottt
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| I'll swim the ocean for you ♥ 1. Where is the person you have feelings for right now?
I wish i knew.
2. What are you doing friday night?
probably sulking at home
3. Name what you did yesterday?
school and sleep
4. Last person you text messaged?
jade
5. Who was the last person to call you?
viviane
6. What are you doing right now?
music and this surveyy
7. What color are your eyes?
dark brown
8. Do you like anyone?
maybee.. okay yes!
9. Favorite Flower?
lily
10. Who is the last person to message you?
viviane
11. What color is your hair?
dark brown.
12. Do you remember singing any songs as a kid?
spice girls
14. Who knows a secret or two about you?
jade and mel
15. When was the last time you cried?
like 2 days ago
16. Do you like fire?
yeahh
17. Did you have a nap today?
nopp
18.What do you wear more, jeans or sweats?
jeans.
19. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
idk got it from my dads closet
20. Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?
yeahh
22. Have any regrets?
suree
23. Where were you one hour ago?
on my bed
24. Where were you eight hours ago?
at school?
25. Has anyone ever told you that they like you more than as a friend?
yeah
26. Is cheating ever okay?
nooo
27. Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
my sister
28. What are you looking forward to?
dying.. kidding.. nothing really
29. Do you want to kill someone right now?
haha sure do
30. What radio station do you listen to?
94.7
32. What are you listening to?
lady gaga - poker facee <33..
33. What do most people call you?
jay
34. If you could pick one person to disappear from the planet, who would it be?
my math teacher HAHA
37. What time did you wake up today?
7am
38. How do you want to die?
in my husband's arms.. haha im cheesy
39. Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?
yeahhh plenty of times
41. Rock, paper, scissors...
yeah.. what?..
42. How often do you go to church?
neverr
43. Speaking of church, are you going to heaven or hell?
heavenn
44. Do you have a secret right now?
sure
45. If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to vent to?
vivianne
46. Do you like to cuddle?
who doesnt?
47. What is your biggest fear?
death
48. Are you confident?
not 100%
49. Are you a good driver?
dont drive
50. What are you doing tomorrow?
schooool!!!! FUCK | | |
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